Momentary lapse of reason

music: [Elbow: Don't mix your drinks] not thinking about drinks, but the mood

There really isn't much situations one is scared of, but it's that situation you've always been scared of and thought you'll never be in, 'cause you thought you can only get in it if you do it on purpose. And then, one fine morning you find yourself in it already, and there isn't a good way out of it and you can't help it, no matter how hard you try. You've hurt, got worried, scared(looks like that) somebody, not knowing it.
Knowing it could be fixed, erased from history with a short talk, in a flash, that same morning. Now it's too late. It would be way harder to rip it all out of mind now, so I guess it'll stay in [at least] my mind forever, just another permanent-damage fail by me.
These are the things that rob one of spontaneous smiles you get occasionally, on a sunny day, when you realize that it's all good. No it's not, and I guess it'll never be, you've hurt somebody unintentionally, ruined someones day(week or two, most probably) and you can't fix it, you may not. Now, go on with your life, next episodes are on the way, this one's gone.

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